Looking Back

Going back to FB group chat, I got to realize that I have changed drastically from who I am during highschool. True I remember friendships, I remember certain moments, but I couldn't really understand who I was back then.

The experiences I had in the big city made me change so much that I couldn't bridge the past and the present. Sometimes I try my best to remember especially those memories that are posted in our group. Still, I couln't remember everythin, even those memories that are shared by people that were dear to me.

Did I mean to forget? Was I so sucked up by the freedom I had that I forgot how my life was when I was confined?

Maybe there are things that I wanted to forget, that for the desire to forget them, a lot of other things went with them.

I've got no amnesia. I guess I just transported myself to another dimension. I hope this time I wouldn't do things I will choose to forget in the future. I hope I really moved forward so I can look back with a smile on my face.

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