I don't have enough clothes

Yes. I don't have enough. It dawned to me this morning when I was rummaging my closet for a decent attire for my last day of driving school. My staple items would be shorts, skirts, and dresses, but I couldn't wear any of them as I had to obey the proper attire and my only 2 tights were still dirty as I used them for last 2 sessions already.

So I found this old khaki baggy cropped pants. Since I dont wear t-shirts, I paired it with a jersey kimono-ish blouse and black gladiators. I looked really silly but that is the best my wardrobe can provide given only I had 30 minutes to prepare for leaving because I woke up late [what's new].

Then for the next 3 hours I drove bearing the totally unfamiliar feeling of sitting behind the wheel rambling past the discriminating buses, jeepneys and all the vehicles along EDSA. I enrolled for a 7-hour refresher hoping I can confidently drive in the next 3 months. As I finally park for sign off, I realized I need more, yet I could not quantify how much more I need.

Then I thought, maybe I should have dressed better so confidence comes from within. LOL. Who am I kidding?! Thing is, I don't have enough clothes for days like today. Why couldn't I be comfy in jeans?!