I haven't had cigarette breaks for almost a month. I am very much tempted to, but then I find the smoking area outside our office building very crowded. I am now more conscious of smell I would bring in our little cubicle. I would stink... but I really want to. Maybe I will try a stick tomorrow.
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I am dieting for almost a week now. I believe I lost about 5 lbs. already. My stomach area is more presentable now. I cannot break this now... I need to be uber sexy for June. I want to weigh 30 lbs less than I weigh now. As if that's possible!
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I sent an sms apology to G. I just had an epiphany and it seemed like my fingers did the thinking to text her and simply say that I was sorry. I miss her, and huny, and C.
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I had a chat with my friend last night. I've known him since 2007 from work. He was telling me that he still cannot get over his separation. He found out his wife was cheating, but he still wanted to work things out for them. The wife doesn't want to make amends saying things will never work out. They have 2 kids, and she got them.
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My other friend just got back from hiding (the one I googled). He is back in the city to work again. Some months ago he suddenly resigned and went back to his hometown, to free himself of the 8-year relationship that he wanted to end. Now he is testing the waters to know if the super ex-girlfriend will still go after him. Not that he doesn't care, he just wants her to move on so he can truly call himself free.
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Sadness is from the heart, but it doesn't mean that you have to rip and throw your heart out to get it out of you. When the heart is pure, it doesn't mean it is empty. The heart feels what is real. The minds says what is.
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